Gosh, that hit hard. I am so sorry you've been made to feel this way. Please take comfort in the fact that honestly, the vast majority of the population do not feel that way. Unfortunately, those with the loudest voices are drowning out everyone else's voices, but they do not speak for everyone. There is no place for anti semitism in the UK - our government needs to wake up and start stamping down hard on this. No one should be living in fear like this, it literally sickens me.