Sorry to be a moany miserable poster.
Bit about me:
My cycles are typically 24-28 days.
I am currently day 28
We have been TTC for 2 years
I have 2 beautiful children which I am grateful for, which makes this time round feel just a tad silly.
We had a MMC last year at 9 weeks and detected at 12 week scan. That broke us.
The moan:
So late last week I felt 0 of my typical PMS symptoms so decided to do a test. The pink dye first - without knowing it was 25mgU and the clear blue 10mgU 48 hours later. (These are the two in the collage) I feel like I can see a greyish reddish/blueish line, I posted on a facebook group I'm on and members said the same. I get so excited but try to contain it until I get a beautiful bold line.
Over the weekend I have a bit of nausea, watery discharge (usually stickier and dryer around PMS time) and I am thinking this is it.
Fast forward to this morning, I come to do another clearblue 10mgU (Yes i know, they absolutely suck but it was the only one I had). Straight away a blue light starts showing. I flip the test over to build anticipation, to look at it again within the same minute. And I am met with this...
Can't be evap as came up within approx 2 minutes surely?
possible indent but there's colour to it (camera hasn't picked it up that well) so not sure about that.
I guess just a dye run. We have been trying for so long and I don't think it's ever gonna come, feel like just giving up. I can't go through another month like this one. I'm exhausted of getting let down.
Just noticed the quality of the pics I uploaded are rubbish sorry.