Is this a positive? Years after a late loss.

[Cmcddd]

Hi

My body and cycle have been an absolute mess since I lost my daughter at 22 weeks at Christmas 2019. I have had 4 baby losses, and have a 6 year old son.

My periods either last months at a time, or I have nothing for a year.

My body is a mess, constantly fluctuate in weight, losing my hair, skin is crazy, in crazy pain from endo and cysts.

I have no clue what my cycle is - even though I track it - it's just so up and down with zero pattern and I'm awaiting surgery.

I've not been in the mood for ages, general lack of being "in the mood" but I DTD on Tuesday last week (first for mooooonths).

I've had pain, like I do often, but usually it turns to a bleed - which hasn't come.

I've done 3 tests today... does the top one look positive? Or have I got line eyes?

I'm so unbelievably nervous due to my previous history of later losses. Please help!

I feel like I can see a very faint line too! Sorry to hear about all your losses, that must be so painful. Praying that this time it works out well. Xx

I'd say do another test tomorrow - it's too feint to confirm op - good luck though.