TTC and i feel like im going nuts

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ill start off by saying i this is first month actively TTC and i have irregular periods( no underlying conditions).

i am currently on CD 51. i swear ive seen VVVVFL on 2 tests in 2 days(frer)
i have a massive increase in creamy CM. i feel like I'm fixating and going nuts on staring at tests, idk if i have line eyes or the vvfl is there. i have on and off cramps and i seem to not be able to stop taking tests hoping ill see more of a line.. does anyone else see it or am i crazy. my cycle has never gone THIS long before..

It's negative

Have u had your feretin tested ?
Only time my cycle is that long is when i have low feretin

I recommend u getting feretin tested anyway
As good feretin is important for implantation and preg

I can't see anything love, sorry xxx

I feel like I can just about see something but barely, you’ll have to retest and update ☺️