Hello!
history is I have one DS who is 5 and DS2 was stillborn in December
We haven't been TTC for long but I'm the least patient person I know and everytime it comes close to my period being due (which it is) I get all excited and nervous and then such disappointment when its a negative! The exact same as how I felt when we were ttc DS2. Spend my days dreaming of what it would be like to have a little one again and it seems that everyone around me is either pg or just had a baby! DH's sister emailed last night (she lives in the states) to tell us that she is pg . I know I should be happy for her but the jealousy I feel is quite scary!
Due in two days but never been like clockwork - might go and get a test at lunchtime anyway to see!! As I said no patience!