i am so nervous and promised myself I wouldn’t test early. But of course I did! 9dpo stark white AM FMU. PM a few squinters. Today 10dpo FMU still a squinter. I dipped some in water and they stayed completely white. What do you think? The photo doesn’t do it justice and I darkened the one pic. My clear blue monitor says not pregnant but that was to be expected. I am so nervous due to CP 4 weeks ago. I’m also nervous as they haven’t darkened from last night but I suppose 24 hours ago it was negative. How do people relax after a CP?