Totally gutted.
I'm 99.9% sure I'm out this month☹️ currently 3dpo & ended up in hospital at 1dpo rushed in by ambulance with severe kidney infection. The pain was of the scale, I had two lots of morphine, got through two tanks of gas and air & codine & had two blood thinner injections...yup it's a lot! Currently on antibiotic drip. I can only presume there is no way implantation is going to happen after what's happened the past few days! & I know it's silly and I shouldn't be focusing on that right now but when you want a BFP so much it's just disheartening to know this month isn't my month so early on☹️