1dpo - Anyone want to join part 2

[Ella31]

Just continuing on from our previous thread. I'll try to include everyone. Apologies if I miss a few and feel free to tag anyone I havent.

@Ncl31
@narwhalsarereal
@Beanie14
@2BabyOrNot2Baby
@CadoAvo
@Objectiontime
@Om0
@Libbynznz
@BabyBorn
@Bananaboat24
@lifeisawillow3
@Negangirlxx
@Westsussex
@Fingerscrossed88
@Happygolucky1234
@Llr2023
@Daisychain27
@MrsStormTrooper
@midnights0
@Brianna4kd
@Om0
@MamaBee23
@meepthebeep

Hope it goes as well as it can do fir you and your boys

I'm going to do some retail therapy tomorrow to replenish some makeup, I'm also gonna enjoy some monster (my weakness) & binge Queen Charlotte Bridgerton story tonight...feel quite rough actually like I'm getting sick with a cold though now too

@Ella31 been thinking of you today. Hope you got some closure that you needed.

Thank you everyone. Really pleased with the results. Confirmed my beautiful boys were taken by a rare twin condition that was acute and fast acting. Nothing could have stopped it. They also tested their genetics and they were perfect. No issues, perfect little boys who got very unlucky. It's a bitter sweet day for us but my doctor also confirmed she expects me to be pregnant again. There is hope. Cried a lot today and miss Adam and Dara so much. But there is peace and relief here too

@Ella31 sending so much love your way ❤️❤️❤️

Hi @Ella31 I'm glad you got some answers and a bit of reassurance that genetically your babies were okay and your doctor believes you will be pregnant again soon. Your boys will always be a part of you and will be so proud ❤️ hope you and your partner are looking to the future and believing you'll get your baby soon.

Thank you. A huge part of this for me was the time I got with my first twin. I got 4 days and the doctor reassured me that getting in to the hospital early gave us that time with him before he died. They also reassured me I couldn't have saved my second little boy. It's just a lot. In the space of a 2 years I've had a miscarriage , a chemical, a stillbirth and a neonatal death. I need to deal with the trauma.

I'm a proud mother of two beautiful sons and someday I will give them their sibling, I'm sure of it.

I hope you are doing ok.

Well no sign of af yet. It's bizzare, my flo app has been spot on about the day of af arrival since I've been using it, yet this month & last, it's been wrong.....which is awful when you are TTC as it gives me that little bit of hope.
Cramps have been very mild today for me too, which is probably a hint that when I start, it'll be awful 😔

Glad your meeting when well @Ella31, hopefully it'll help you with grieving & closure.
Your boys must be so proud of how strong you have been

@CadoAvo I hope you are ok.

You've been through a hell of a lot and you've been so strong through all of it. I really hope today has given you the closure you need, and hopefully it has resolved the responsibility you felt you had. Adam & Dara, beautiful names for beautiful boys 🩵💙
You're absolutely right, you will give them a sibling one day, but please don't put too much pressure on yourself to do so. Like you say, a lot has taken place over two years. You're doing fine x

I felt quite rough a few weeks ago and again this week, it's awful. It was like a mix between a standard cold some days and the flu others 😩 definitely do take care of yourself! Retail therapy is a great idea, gives a distraction and a nice lil reward, as long as you ignore the numbers on the receipt 🫣 have fun!

9/10 dpo tried Craving chocolate. BFN test. Don’t know why I tested so early lol

@narwhalsarereal @2BabyOrNot2Baby @CadoAvo hope you are ok today.

@mountainlass hope the days are getting better

@Ella31 thanks lovely, some days are better than others as you will know but the sun is shining and we are going to lay some flowers at our daughter Fern's grave this morning ❤️

Hope you have a nice day ahead planned too. I'll be testing to see if we've had any luck this cycle on Monday when I'm 11 dpo. Not feeling too confident but regardless we will keep trying, hopeful it will happen one day x

So so at the moment. Af hasn't shown up yet, I feel horrendous too.

I hope the weather stays lovely for you today. Sending you love, what a beautiful name too! 🥰

Physically doing better than I was a few days ago but my mental health has now taken a complete plunge 🙃 so I'm going to try to keep myself busy and distract myself out in the garden with little man today before he goes off for his sleepover at Nana's. God knows what I'll do after he's left though 😕
Hope this weekend treats you nicely x

I'm sorry @2BabyOrNot2Baby is there anyone around to keep you company?

Lovely name. I do. You take each day as it comes. It's all you can do.

It's just me and my husband at home, but he's working all weekend. I do have quite a lot of housework and washing to crack on with though as we've barely been home this week so should keep me busy! It's just one of those weeks I think, hopefully next week is a little easier x

You poor thing. Is the weather nice where you are? Can you grab a book and relax in the garden. It's hard to chill though I get it.

Still waiting for peak ladies but I've a little bit more cm. Ovulation will be late again it seems. I asked gp yesterday and she said it doesn't matter as long as you have a good lp on the other side.

Aww thank you, and beautiful names for both your boys too ❤️

@2BabyOrNot2Baby thank you so much for your kind words, especially after everything you are going through yourself I am so sorry ❤️ you're always so kind & supportive, I'm sending you lots of good thoughts x

I hope you get your peak soon. I think I ovulated last night, got my peak the night before but from around 6pm I had excruciating pains. All settled this morning.