In the past two years I've lost 4 babies. 2 early mc but the most traumatic being my twin sons at 29 weeks - one was stillborn and my other died in my arms four days later. We had to grieve our baby while fighting for his critically I'll brother in the NICU. In the end we lost him too.
They were a perfect pregnancy, it was just an unfortunate twin condition that presented very late and its very rare and fatal.
I've no issues. Tests are normal and my twin pregnancy was so healthy until it wasn't.
I'm now on month three of trying again. I'm 6dpo and I'm getting lower back cramps as I do when my af is coming. I'm just so dejected at this point. I know many people go through things but I feel this has been so unfair. I was 6 weeks away from my planned c section. My babies were perfect. I feel like the universe hates me and going on these light cramps it looks like another period for me in a few days. It doesn't help that mothers day is Sunday. Sorry for the rant. Just needed a vent and cry.