The whole process is so time consuming that I am supposed to be WFH but I’m finding it really hard to concentrate on my work.
Deciding to TTC itself, reading up on how the cycle works, LH, the fertile window, OPKs etc.
It took us a few months so we went for tests; cue reading up all about sperm count and motility and morphology, researching Day 21 tests and the statistics, the reference ranges, the implications.
Had a chemical pregnancy so learning all about that and the implications for future fertility (and of course being exhausted and saddened by it).
Now I’m in the fertile window and so that’s taking up time, thinking about the ‘what ifs,’ daring to hope and dream, wondering if we might get lucky.
I am finding it almost impossible to focus on my work!! Anyone else?!