Scared after recurrent chemical pregnancies

[Icklemissgem]

I don't even know what I am hoping to achieve posting this, maybe just some positive stories which can reassure me 🙈
I've had 4 chemical pregnancies the last 5 cycles and have just tested at 11dpo, this is the darkest line I have ever got this early but I know that doesn't mean anything and it could still all end (this also wasn't fmu).
I'm so scared, we've had a break of 3 months as I just couldn't take anymore losses and I feel like I am already counting down the days until I start bleeding 😞
Anyone with a history of chemicals had a dark line and all has been ok?
Thanks for reading 😊😊

Hi

First of all congrats! And sorry to hear of your losses

I'm currently 13 DPO and had positive lines since 9DPO I've had 2 chemicals at 5 weeks one back in 2016 . I then conceived my DD in 2018. I then had the other chemical last June!

I would say that's a pretty healthy line but you never know. Let's hope it's good news for us both ❤️ xx

That’s a really strong line for 11dpo. Fingers crossed for you x

@Minnie296 sorry for your losses. Let's hope this is the month for both of us 🤞🏻🤞🏻
I'm too scared to test again as I just sit comparing the lines!!

@Hopefulhedgehog thank you appreciate that xx

@Icklemissgem tell me about it I've even made a pic collage of the tests day by day.

I told myself to stop testing but I have two FRER due to come tomorrow and of course my inner POAS addict self is saying to at least use them x

@Minnie296 in really going to try and resist testing again, at least until the weekend.
How are your tests looking, they getting darker? X

@Icklemissgem yes they have got darker but not dark dark if that makes sense my FRER will be here tomorrow I have two coming might try and wait till next week and hopefully they will be darker x

@Icklemissgem I didn't take a pictures of today's but here are yesterday's at 12DPO x

In all honesty, it's best not to test. A generation ago we didn't even know we had conceived at that gestation, consequently we just thought we had a heavy or late period. A friend of mine is a gp and told me that it's now thought 1 in 3 conceptions do not result in a viable pregnancy. It's heartbreaking to see the line then it not be viable so she advises to wait until 5 days after your period is due before testing.

I lost one at 5 weeks and one at 7 myself, it's horrible. Hoping this is your time ... let us know. Take care