I like to think im normally rational and level headed, this ttc makes me act crazy! Find myself shining light, taking a test outside, using apps to manipulate the colours just to find a second line!
Today i have sat looking at my negative FRER for half an hour and even opened it up just to "double check" its definitely negative - when i KNOW it is and also makes it invalid
Please tell me I am not alone in this? I really want to stop obsessing