Some kind of sick joke?

[VoldemortsMaid]

Honestly starting to feel like TTC is just one big sick joke.

TTC for around 18 months. It's just not happening, waiting for tests but as per everything it's on bloody hold.

The last 3 times my period has been late. Tried not to get hopes up, hopes inevitably get up, I wait later and later every period to buy a test and by the time I get home from buying said test my period has started.

Just happened again. 4 fucking times now my period has started on the way back from the shop with pregnancy test in hand.

I'm giving up now. This is exhausting. Sorry, needed a rant.

I often find nothing brings my period on faster than a pregnancy test. I'm sorry you're going through such a tough time. TTC is absolutely shit and I can't believe people get pregnant by accident. Who the fuck are those people??
It is so hard. I just wanted you to know you're not alone.

Your not alone 2 years in here.

All I can as support is it ok to be jealous, upset and angry at everyone else's pregnancy it's a emotional rollcoaster some month much worse than others,

All the best for you and a BFp soon

It took us 3.5 years to get pregnant. TTC is one of the biggest head f**ks going. Its perfectly normal to feel angry, jealous, sad, desolate, isolated all at the same time.

If you can I would see if you could get some mental health support too. I had therapy with my local talking therapies team and it really helped me.