BFP then BFN. I’m out this month aren’t I?

[ZaphodBeeblerox]

I’ve had two miscarriages in 2019, one at 7 weeks, one at 6 weeks. TTC again, and on Saturday when AF was due I got a bfp on the FRER. It wasn’t a super bright line but a clear light pink one. On Sunday got 1-2 weeks on the CB digital and another light pink line on FRER.
This morning’s FRER is stark white (control line is pink) - so it seems like hormones are dropping and it’s a chemical pregnancy?
I’m really really gutted - thought this would be the month and felt it in my bones. Anyone been in this scenario and miraculously still been pregnant?

Also tried again with SMU and a cheapie ov test is blazingly positive, while a cheapie pregnancy test is showing a light pink line.

Try not to stress yourself out over it, as difficult as that is! The fact that the other tests you did were still positive makes me think that maybe there's still some hope. The best thing to do is wait a few days (as painful as that will be) and then test again.
You can get a box of 20 cheap pregnancy tests off amazon. That way you can do one each day to check progression.

I would try and get a private blood test at a fertility clinic. They can check if your hcg levels are rising enough. It will probably cost about £40 but worth it to know either way.

Thanks @lilcl95 - keeping my fingers crossed
That’s a good idea @SapphosRock - I might see if I can sort one out today or tomorrow.