Hello everyone.
I'm 39 and this is my first month of TTC ever. I know I've left it a bit late. Met the love of my life a couple of years ago and we're excited to start a family.
I had ovulation tingles - I could literally feel it happening! Plus a multitude of other symptoms. And sure enough, a day and a half later I had my first INCREDIBLY faint line on an internet cheapie stick - at 9 DPO. I did four tests and three had the line (in the right light). However, in the morning, (Now 10 DPO) I went to test again thinking it would have got darker - but it was lighter. Today at work I took a Clear Blue Early test and absolutely nada - negative. I have been going to the toilet every hour, so I did wonder if it was that - and so held my urine for about three hours and this time did the Internet Cheapie again - and this time the line was completely gone :(
With a heavy heart I have chalked this up to a very very early chemical pregnancy, only detectable at all because I've been a complete obsessive with testing early (which I won't do again).
However, my one thread of hope is when I did a First Response test along with the (negative) cheapie, it shows a line.
Logic tells me that unfortunately had I tested on a FR last night when I got the other positives, it would have been darker, and is now just catching the last HGC.
Has anyone had a good story to tell after fluctuating tests in very early pregnancy? Or is it over for now?
I'd love to hear your stories.
Thanks
Mimi