2ww -going mad!

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Going potty here waiting to know! 6dpo. For some reason I'm convinced I'm pregnant and have been dreaming about that quite vividly
Trying to not connect the fact I've been gassy as hell the past couple of days, but it's hard because your mind goes everywhere 🤣 there's bound to be another cause for the heartburn, nausea, gassyness and tiredness!!
CM was thick and creamy Monday, now it's lotions/milky with clear and white together. BUT unusually it now has a slight smell to it (tmi sorry!) which I've never noticed before. Not a horrible smell just has a smell that I can't really describe. Also definitely well lubricated ATM!
Been tired, boobs are definitely a tad swollen.
Period not due until 26th.

Someone sit on me, slap me or tell me I'm not entirely potty at all?!

Thinking of you! Fingers crossed for your test tonight! Send you baby dust!

I caved and bought a FRER for testing tomorrow and Wednesday.

Starting to think I’ve been looking for signs that are just my body tired and getting over Christmas.

Couldn’t even wait until tonight. Tested at work and a blaring BFN. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a test so white 😭

😭 sorry hunni.
Why do we do it to ourselves ??!
There is still hope!!

Morning Ladies! I just tested this morning and another BFN. As I’m 12dpo that’s me out. Disappointed but never mind. Good luck to the rest of you still in xxx

@Mummajojojo it doesn't mean you're out! Many women don't get a positive until after af is due!

I keep getting insanely faint lines on frers so I'm still none the wiser. I do know my cervix has softened again though and so far had no sign of af coming, usually get signs by now but will have to wait and see I guess!

@triptrap - OMG a line is a line no matter how faint! Ooooh I’m so exciting for you! Pls let us know how it goes when you test again after due date!

I’ve resigned myself to the fact that AF is going to appear. And it’s ok.

I can go back to enjoying DTD with no worries about the TWW 🥰🤪!

@TripTrapTripTrapOverTheBridge how many DPO are you? I’m hoping it’s a positive.
Last ditch attempt at a FRER today showed the faintest faintest line which could only be seen with a torch or direct line. Took a normal test later in the day and negative.
Husband could see it too but I’m so sure it’s an evap shouldn’t have tested anyway! Got bloods and scans tomorrow at the IVF clinic, consent appointment feb and start March 🤞🏼

Definitely can’t see it on this pic 😂😂

@everpessimistic again a line is a line!!! The FRER will be the only thing that will pick up the hormone for 2-4 days so keep testing with those but if your having bloods done they might confirm that ASAP!

I’m staying excited for you guys!

Thinking of you if you do need to start IVF. Stay positive and hopeful. Xx

i Can’t see it but again a line is a line a it says on the box! Dancing hands!

It’s definitely an EVAP ☹️

Ohhh poo! When are you due (AF)?

I hope you don’t mind me asking - what’s the process for IVF do you need to both be ‘checked out’ first?

I want to have an MOT to check home many eggs I have left (35 this year) and my general levels specifically vit D...

@mumma I’d go to a clinic and get a fertility check they’ll check your AMH (egg count), uterus, husbands sperm and give you a consult.

Should start spotting Friday with full flow Saturday !
I’m actually super excited to start IVF and have some control back

Thanks for sharing that I appreciate it!

Sending you lots of warm thoughts and baby dust! Not too much unless you’re hoping for twins 😂!

Xx

Now 13/14 dpo. AF due Sunday, although I appear to have ovulated early and AF is usually spot on 14 days later..

Boobs are definitely fuller but I'm having no AF signs yet, when I normally would. Frers have had what can only be described as shadow lines so just done a strip test which also has a shadow line.

So I don't know whether it's just too early for anything to show properly or if I'm just unlucky with tests. Cervix is currently nowhere to be bloody found and OH certainly found me wetter last night

@TripTrapTripTrapOverTheBridge hahaha!

The shadow lines are good! The levels are supposed to double every 2 days so fingers crossed!
Sunday is almost here! The fuller boobs sound promising!!

According to my app AF should be here tomorrow or Sat... had the cramps this AM like she was arriving for about an hour then nothing so far so I’m expecting her tonight or tomorrow morning. We’ve resigned to the fact that we’re not pregnant so saving the pennies for when it does happen!

@everpessimistic hope your appointment went well.

@Triptrap keep us informed.

AF turned up this morning as suspected so I won’t be on this journey again until around August xx