CD 1

[dreamer2]

Currently going through a CP :( , trying to remain positive and move on , so today is the first day of bleed , anyone out there on cd1 please join me , ttc is very lonely, it's nice having people to chat to :)

Thank you @Anny27 :) , yeah it is a private fertility clinic in London ( fertility plus ) it has very good reviews , the process to start receiving treatment from them is very straight forward you can book an initial consultation where both you and your partner need to get some tests done and then your results will be discussed in your consultation. So far they have been so helpful and supportive especially last month . This cycle my doctor gave me progesterone to take after ovulation to try and pin point why the cause of chemical pregnancy last month

@Anny27 haha i totally understand and can relate! i think you mentioned you might test today? thinking of you, good luck 🤞🤞🤞

@dreamer2 congratulations!!! 🤞🤞🤞 got everything crossed for you that everything goes well! let us know how you get on on monday

2 days til AF, i’m resisting testing because i don’t want to see another negative test but it’s all i can think about now. it’s so close to finding out if we have been successful or not! luckily i have a busy weekend to try and keep me distracted haha.

have a great weekend everyone 🙂

@dreamer2 thanks for the info. How many cycles did you try before going to the clinic?

@kwazycupcakes i tested this morning and unfortunately BFN :/ still have some hope as its not conpletley over untill AF arrives. Hope you manage to hold out testing until a few days :D i hope it is positive news for you xxx

sorry to hear about your BFN @Anny27 hope you’ve had a nice weekend and taken your mind off it! plus, as i see everyone on MN say, you’re not out til AF arrives

i honestly hate the day before AF. i can’t stop thinking will it come, won’t it. ahhh! trying to distract myself and keep busy today, done some gardening and washed the car. have you got up to anything nice?

Pretty sure AF is coming for me as i have had spotting and cramps - on to the next cycle though!

Yes the days before AF is so frustrating, you analyse every bodily sign haha.

Have you taken a test?? Fingers crossed for you @kwazycupcakes

@Anny27 AF has arrived for me

thanks for keeping your fingers crossed for me and your support, this cycle has been less lonely and i appreciate it

feeling pretty miserable, going to feel sorry for myself tonight - eat pizza and drink wine in my pajamas and then shake myself out of it tomorrow. it is really hard

hope your spotting doesn’t get worse and AF stays away!

Awwh i am so sorry to here that AF got you :( yes you definitley deserve wine and some time for yourself! Always good to allow yourself to be a little bit sad at the start of each cycle :(

My AF isnt due untill tomorrow but the spotting is here so i imagine it will be here tomorrow.

I am glad we had some support for this cycle xxx

@kwazycupcakes AF arrived for me today as well! Looks like we are cycle buddies for next month as well :)

@Anny27 sorry to hear that, hope you are okay and looking forward to next cycle

Yes onwards and upwards :) also going to enjoy a glass of wine tonight so that theres atleast one positive to AF arriving haha @kwazycupcakes

@dreamer2 did you get your BFP???

Hey @Anny27 @kwazycupcakes hope you are all doing well , am so sorry af arrived but definitely on wards and upwards ! 🙏🏽 .. I did get a bfp , the first pics was my tests on Sunday and last one was last night , aslo I had a beta hcg on Monday and my levels were 163 so officially pregnant , am 4w1d today and also I am still on progesterone , I am so nervous guys , I just want the next week to fly so that I can at least see a heartbeat , having a loss before just fills you with paranoia its crazy , am trying to remain calm and envision holding my baby at the end , praying it works out 🙏🏽

Congratulations @dreamer2 wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months :D xx

Thank you very much @Anny27

@kwazycupcakes how are you doing? I am feeling motivated and positive again about the next cycle :)