June Bus No2

[Abi58]

Hi all, thought I'd create this as it wouldn't let me post!

Thank you @Rosetinted47, fingers crossed for you too! 😊🤞

So, something happened about 30 mins ago (tmi coming up!)
I was changing dd and suddenly felt a liquid sensation coming out of my vagina. I went to the loo and there was a small wet patch, about the size of a 5p piece. It was complete watery but when I wiped there was a tiny amount of cm. I've been dry the last 2 days so who knows. I've got cramping along my c section scar line and slight vaginal twinges every so often, although I do get that sometimes before af. I'm going to keep an eye on the watery sensation and see if it happens again....

@Tamalama I have the same! Feeling very wet down there.
Managed not to test today! Just got tomorrow to manage and then its test day.

@Treaclepie19 oooh fingers crossed for you 🤞

So I'm not 13dpo, I'm 14dpo 🤦‍♀️ Af is due tomorrow so I'll be testing then... I've also got an increase of nasal mucus and a headache (although headaches aren't unusual for me)

The cramping and lower back ache feels like af cramping off and on though.

@Rosetinted47 still no more bleeding? Could have been implantation?

@Tamalama my nipples were similar last month but I used sunburn to describe it 😂🙈
Omg funny you should say that! Last. Night we were out for a few cocktails and when I went to the toilet there was a 5p sized wet patch just like clear liquid almost like I'd slightly peed myself. Didn't notice Cm when wiping but didn't check the. 🤞🏻 this is a good sign!

@Robbo93 that sounds promising!

So I've had patches of losing my voice this morning to go with my stuffy nose and slightly excited that my nipples on the odd brush have very ever so slightly sensitive 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

@Abi58 Yes! Mine felt like I'd pee'd myself too! 😂

My gut feeling is af is on her way, I feel like the cramps are af ones 😕😭

@Tamalama I've just said the same on a different thread. Feel really crampy and like af is coming.

@Treaclepie19 Ahh that sucks, fingers crossed it stays away x

AF has arrived full flow. I'm so upset with myself for considering implantation bleeding. I've never had a period start so slowly before though, and it's so early. Surely my body isn't giving itself time for implantation!

Trying to keep upbeat with the thought that I've a few events this month so at least I can let my hair down but everyone around me seems to be pregnant and giving birth at the moment.

I'm so sorry to hear that @Rosetinted47, hopefully the events you go to will be a good distraction. Be nice to yourself and just have a restful day.

Well I've had a lot of creamy CM past 24 hours which is unusual for me, normally it's just a day or so before AF is due. No idea if that's a good sign 

I seem to be switching from optimistic it will be a successful month, to telling myself I'm being stupid and just getting my hopes hopes. I'm the latter today.

Sorry to hear AF has arrived @Rosetinted47 I hope next cycle is a success for you. I'm 36 so my friends have been pregnant, had the babies and they are now starting school, so I understand how you feel. I was always very happy for them, but the feeling of jealously was sometimes overwhelming and I always wished it could have been me. Our time will come

@SweetChillis I didn't fall pregnancy until I was 35 and I had her one month before my 36th birthday, so I know what you mean about your friends already having kids at school, etc.
We're desperately trying for no 2. I found out on New Year's Eve I was pregnant but sadly had a mc end of January. I'm finding that since the mc I'm obsessing about getting pregnant again. There's the expectation from other people after a mc that you'll have another child, which is what we both want but it's just not happening at the moment 😕

Ohhh I just had some faint pink spotting along with some light cramping. Guessing I'm gonna be out this month :(

I don't want to get my hopes up with 'implantation' as this usually happens before AF arrives ... boo x

@Tamalama again today, odd, also notice my wee smells odd, not bad just different 🤷🏻‍♀️

@Rosetinted47 sorry to hear about af 🙁💕 look after yourself

@SweetChillis sounds positive though! And I'm with you with the it's our month to it's definitely not our month 🤦🏻‍♀️😩

@Robbo93 sorry to hear that! 🙁💕 you're not out till af arrived full force but understand not getting too optimistic of that is usual af for you 🙁

So I caved yesterday and bought a pack of 2- bfn yesterday afternoon and bfn this afternoon and I'm 14dpo 😕 my gut feeling is I'm out, maybe I'll just drink wine instead 😕

@Tamalama you're ok to drink this early anyway so I say do it if it makes you feel better

@Tamalama I've been drinking too. Had a prosecco with lunch today and 2 g&ts last night.
I haven't tested yet but it's so early that the placenta hasn't started yet.

I'm considering testing in the morning. Theres no point... but I want to. DH is trying to keep me strong!

@Treaclepie19 I caved and now it's just messing with my head 😩🤦🏻‍♀️

Thanks @Abi58 my wee has smelt different today too!

@Abi58 you have caved by doing a test?? What was the verdict?

Since you asked if I have any symptoms I have been noticing a couple things yesterday and today but can't tell if it's all in my head

I’m feeling a bit crampy today at10 dpo, other than that feeling just quite happy which is not normal for me 😂😂 af due Thursday so I’m guessing this is just the start of pms 😑

@Abi58 @Treaclepie19 Yes, I think a couple of glasses won't hurt, plus I'm just fed up.
I was so tired this afternoon I had a nap, and I've woken up with a sore throat. Boobs are still sore and I had a bit of creamy cm in my underwear when I went to the loo. That's what prompted me to take the test 😕

@Tamalama one of my friends who is a good 5 years older than me had her first at 36. She had her second at 39 having suffered a miscarriage too. She is my sanity check person so I hope that it will all work out for us (hopefully as soon as possible!)

It seems so much harder when you hit late 30's as I can hear the old biological clock ticking that much louder

@Abi58 @Robbo93 Funny you should say about strange smelling wee!! I have thought the same past two days...almost like a sweet bacon/frazzle crisp kind of smell!! I haven't eaten either so a bit weird. I've never noticed a change like that before (except for asparagus!)

Be strong ladies, you are aren't out until the witch (AF) is here

@Abi58 ahhh what was the result?

I'm knackered. Falling asleep at 5pm knackered. Also my boobs are hot and swollen!!!
Im sure its pre-af but y'know. I can live in hope a bit longer.

@SweetChillis Sounds like your friend is similar to me. I'm 38 but I'll be 39 in December, so I'm aware of the clock ticking too.