Am I seeing things here?

[Donnawoo09]

Please tell me I'm not the only one that can see this?

I think you’re pregnant but quite early. Just get the bloody FRER already!

Nowhere near me had a frer yesterday. Can you believe that. Asda only had every different kind of cb. Boots only had the rapid response fr. So hubby had to go to lloyds and they only had their own early one. I couldn't believe nowhere had a frer. I could order one but then I would need to wait all I've got left is a couple of cheap ones and a cb digital because he didn't realise they weren't very sensitive. Aw poop. My backs got so sore I've had to lay down. That and the bottom of my stomach still feeling very weird. Still have muscle pain like I've been doing sit ups.

My tests were always super super faint but the digital ones still flashed up 1-2 weeks so they are fairly sensitive. Do one 😊

I did one earlier. It said not pregnant. But I'm gonna wait a couple of days and try get my hands on a frer from somewhere. Unless af shoes her ugly face by then but hopefully not. I'm trying not to obsess but it'd so hard lol

Ok so I just went to the toilet and when I wiped there was a pink tinge to it. Just the first wipe then nothing I think it's far too late for implantation. Does this mean I'm out?

I hope not @Donnawoo09 , but only time will tell. Lots of women get light bleeding throughout their pregnancies. How many DPO are you? With DD1 I had an implantation bleed around 7/8 DPO

I got bloods on the 28th that confirmed ovulation, so before that but my opks were never positive so can't pinpoint exactly when.

@Donnawoo09 I have everything crossed for you that this is your sticky BFP

Thank you so much. I'm so scared I'm getting my hopes up too much and I'm gonna come crashing down to earth very soon. I really don't feel how I feel when af comes though. I feel like I've been at the gym all day. Just aching in my back and stomach from my ribs down. Even walking around the house is making the top of my legs feel sore. I get backache with my periods... But I definitely don't get the rest. So weird

Poor you. What a rollercoaster.

Please try not to get any hopes up. I think the pink tinge is the start of your period and the tests are sadly negative. That's the most likely outcome.

I hate saying the above but just try and keep things in perspective as the signs are you're about to come on.

@Donnawoo09 I'm hopeful for you. My implantation bleed with DD1 was as you describe, a little pink smudge on wiping and nothing else. Try and get some sleep and see what tomorrow brings. I have everything crossed for you x

Hope it's good news OP

Might be an implantation bleed? Fingers crossed OP.

Thank you all so much for the support. I really do appreciate it. Hubby is keeping it together alot more than I am. Wish I could be that strong but 7 years.... You can imagine how much I want a baby after I seen the pink I kinda sat there for a minute and took a deep breath and just thought ok.... This might be it over... Its ok.... There's always next month. The fact that I ovulated in itself is amazing to me and gives me hope for the next clomid cycle so I'm trying to get my head around the fact that this just might not be our month. But until I see a full on, bright red, Obvious period.... I can't give up hope. I will keep you all posted as soon as anything happens....either way I think what I need right now is to lay in bed and relax my aching body and have some comfort cuddles we shall see what tomorrow brings.

I really hope you get your bfp! I can't imagine what you've been through over the past 7 years.
I will keep everything crossed for you and I'm sending oodles of hugs and baby dust!! Xxxx

All the best, hope it's good news!

Woke up.... Went to the toilet. Flood gates opened... Or blood gates opened more like. Alot.... Red.... Super bad cramps. I'm so disappointed.

But I suppose this is the first time I ovulated for God knows how many years, I would of had to be extremely lucky to get pregnant. Onto clomid cycle 3

I’m so sorry op. I know how crushing it is, although we didn’t try for as long as you. Knowing you ovulated is really positive. Good luck for your next cycle

Sorry OP

I'm terrified now though, what if I don't ovulate next month? I don't know if because clomid worked this month that its definite it will work next month. I just want to be happy and pregnant and not need to go through all this stress and worry and disappointment and heartache anymore

I'm so sorry AF showed up
I have no advice to offer either, just hugs.

I'm so sorry @Donnawoo09 . I'm sure now your body has been kick started that you will ovulate again this month. Hugs.

Thank you x

Hubby is going to be working away for a couple of weeks so we've decided to skip clomid for a month. I think I need to relax and get myself together anyway so probably for the best.