Hi...
I've been trying to conceive for 16 months now.
I'm really struggling at the moment. I never really thought I wanted children till I meet my current partner.
We discussed trying a few years ago and something changed in me. People always said it would. "It'll just click" people would say. But I didn't think it would be anything like that. Turns out I was wrong. Although you never expect it to be difficult or challenging when you first try. It's not something you think about.
Today part of me wishes I could turn off the feeling of wanting a baby. It's causing pressure on our amazing relationship. I really don't want it to become something horrible and stressful although I'm afraid it already has. We talk openly and honestly most of the time. It's just so hard.
Any advice is welcome.. or just to talk to anyone who is in or has been in the same boat.
L x