I have 3 children. I've also had 3 miscarriages. Pregnancy is hard for me, full of stress and worry and they're not easy medically either. So dh was really hard to persaude to number 3 and I agreed to stop. So at 37 years of age I must now stop. But I look at my children and think why? They're soooo wonderful that I want more. So how did you find peace?