BFP due 12th May?

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We are hoping to get our BFP around 12th May! I think that's when I am due from last AF, but think I ov'd early Friday maybe?
We have had quite a few early losses so hoping for a sticky... please!

Anyone else want to wait with me?
I am NOT peeing on a stick until the 12th, should I need to.. lol.

Well, my resolve didn't last long. I did something stupid! I weighed myself this afternoon and realised I am a couple of pounds heavier. So straight away, my default reaction... Maybe I'm pregnant! So did a test straight away and got the inevitable bpn, cue irrational feeling of hopelessness. Why am I even bothering, I'm probably never going to get pregnant, why did I do that test. How bloody stupid of me. It's so silly, I'm only cd18, period due in about 8 days so a bfp is highly unlikely right now and I'm definitely not out of the May club yet... But every bfp is like a kick in the teeth, it feels like a failure. Not loving this TTC game right now, I had no idea it would affect me emotionally so much. Iv never been broody but starting to realise i actually want to conceive more than I knew! Sorry to rant ladies! X

Tick tick don't punish your self with these feelings they are totally normal and you still have as much chance for May as rest of us! Hang on in there.
Gem- yes those feelings of broodiness just happen upon us!

We have started bike riding 13 and 1/2 miles completed today my butt feels so very sore right now ow ow ow ow ow .

Happy bank hols to you all xxx

Tick tack I know what yoursn about every bfn being a kick in the teeth. When I was TTC #1 there was a brand that I had to stop buying maybe clearblue because it was just so harsh when it flashed up NOT PREGNANT! But I agree with the others you're still in the running for May

Btw the jeans are nice but not really worth the money. Bought them in Manchester in selfridges so can't take them back unless I travel two hours. Husband went mad. I really think I've lost the plot!

Desperately trying to symptom spot and finding nada no matter how much I try. Crotch watch has definitely begun.

Good luck everyone xx

Hi All! My BFP is due 8th of May but I am going to do a sneaky test on the 7th as it's my OH's brthday and would love to wrap up my (cleaned) stick as a present!
Am symptom spotting daily but nothing out of the ordinary OH doesn't even look up now when I'm prodding and poking to see if I have sore boobs!

Hello Rootbeer , sorry you've had a tough time so far. Hello everyone else

Mine is due around about the same time, I think. That's based on an approximate 33 day cycle but it has varied. Don't think this will be my month though, was working nights when I needed to be doing dtd.

Last few months I have been doing tests way to soon, every time. I'm absolutely not going to this month, until at least the 13th.

I'm on cycle 4 ttc dc2

I too am due the 12th!
Squeaky beaky I was previously penguinttc, sorry you are still trying. (Lost my email password, dimbo me!)
I have had 1mc at 6 weeks 2 days in march, and last cycle I had a chemical. We are having tests done soon as they aren't my only two. We have been told not to carry on Ttc, but this is our last ditch attempt before the tests.
Anyone have any symptoms yet or done and tests? Anyone check their cervix?

Tick tick peeing on sticks is an addiction. Seriously! I aml sure i have o'vd this month but still wasted two opks yesterday and am pretty sure i would have done a hpt despite being only 2 dpo if i'd had one in the house. I spoke to a friend about it yesterday and she said every time i get the urge i need to call her instead! I'm sure its like an actual psychological condition!
I'm very sorry to hear about your losses penguin. Even if you are not successful this month hopefully tests will be able to figure out the problem and a way can be found to help you carry to term

Oh yeh boobs are are starting to hurt which is how i know i o'd but then that happened last month but af still came so not getting my hopes up yet. Get really grossed out by internal stuff so never try feeling cervix
As tempting as it is to know what its doing!!!

Blood tests, smear and scans of womb etc... Partner has to give a sample too. Doctor said they most likely won't find anything though. :(
I have live children, they just want to understand why I can't get much passed the 6 week mark now.
I am feeling very sicky today, and have an unreachable cervix - something I haven't had since beginning to check it regularly in January... Fingers crossed!! Beginning to think about testing lol!

I'm due bfp or af on 14th May. It's been a funny old cycle though. Normally get strong ovulation pains around cd12-14. I've had cramping on and off and got a +ve opk on cd7. So I'm not holding out much hope that I ovulated at all this cycle. Sigh.

Gemerama you are totes doing the right thing not buying OPKs. Just makes for too many of those tempting sticks to pee on lying around the place. I have not admitted to DH that I have bought 2 packs of OPKS (one cheapie one CB Advanced Digital) or the fact that I took 6 hpts last month before period was even due...the debts are mounting. Just hope I can stop once I'm not ttc anymore!!

Just done a clearblue digi test... Neg :( stupid to do it so early

Hello, how's everyone doing? This feed has gone a bit quite so I wondered how everyone was coping with tww. I'm away in Germany working but reading these forums every chance I get, I love that there are so many ladies going through the same thing.

I'm about 6 days away now from AF or BFP depending on whether I'm feeling presimistic or optimistic , haha. Seen a lot of BFP been celebrated on the forums so my urge to Poas is building but I really want to hold out till 12th. Getting negs brings me down. Got all the usual irritability, swollen boobs and bloating so I think AF is out to get me. Fx though.

I have peed on another two sticks! Faintest line last night, today it's another faint, but still abit eye squinty. Boots early tests (54% accurate 4 days from due period)
I feel very sick most of the time, but it comes in waves and have gone right off kissing dp haha :( poor chap.
Achey boobs, unreachable cervix, snappy ... Oh no he called me "moany" I definately feel pregnant! Hoping to get a dark line tomorrow n them I am off to the epu before we go away.

Darker*

Hi Penguin, nice to 'see' you again. I had a couple of months off after my early mc mainly as I didn't really want a Xmas baby. I am 5dpo today and really went for it this month so I'm hoping I have good news! Your faint lines sound promising :)

Anyone see a line? My friend inverted it for me.
Nice to see u too squeaky! Be nicer to see u over in pregnancy groups though :( fingers crossed for us xxx

Gem - how is your... Vaginal fluid? Mine is very obvious when I am ovulating. Thick, watery consistency like egg white.

Oh and I wanted to do a symptom update - memory loss haha
Dizzy ness! Looking up while lying down sends the room spinning. Feeling sick a lot, and have ( sorry) burped a few times and it's left sick in my mouth. Sore boobs and my nipples have gotten bigger, but paler. And I am still moany :/

As expected the 2ww is draaagging!! Boobs starting to hurt but don't think could have implanted yet so assuming just the normal pre period pain. It seems to start for me few days after ov so week and half before af due. Seems like a long time for a pms symptom (was on pill for ages so not used to getting it) does anyone else get it for this long before af? Anyway have held out on poas so far but worried for the weekend when not at work and have ready access to shops!!! Fx for you penguin but it's sounding positive :)