Ok, Im 40 in 3 weeks time, Ive stopped smoking for 8 months now, Ive put on weight ( no need for boob job anymore ) I work A LOT and Im TTC ( shouting from the roof tops ) after a sterilisation reversal , I have one ovary and one fallopian tube left and GOOD GRIEF I am demented trying !! My hubby spends most of his time fixing the hut or out with the dogs and I honestly think he is scared to go to bed at night incase I jump the poor man !! I dread that time of the month when I find out Im not pregnant and WAAAAAAAA . I would just like to know Im not alone in this crazy ttc world.