Oh pink, try not to let it get to you, easier said than done I know!
Your af day is the same as mine and I tested yesterday a bfn uv managed to withhold the urge today.
Iv been told that it's really common to have a bfn this early before your af due And still go on to have a bfp. Don't give up yet!
But that wine sounds damn good if needed at the weekend and I'll even eat my body weight in Stilton mmmm
Let me know how your getting on