Driving myself insane

[MaryQueenOfSpots]

I am desperate to conceive DC2. It took 2 years to get pregnant with DS and we have been trying for DC2 for 16 months. It's CD26 and I have a bloody discharge. I'm trying to convince myself it's an implantation bleed and not AF as I have let myself get carried away with early pregnancy symptoms - swollen boobs etc.
I probably need a reality check - but I was really hoping this month.....

Ooh a testing buddy!! Now I just have to engineer the SWI! We have a really busy month with lots of visiting other people and sleeping on the floor etc... Should be interesting! Ha ha! Good luck purple x

Hi all
Well, AF turned up today with a vengeance....
Have taken my mind off things by preparing "pin the marrow" game for my friends hen do. I have done baaaad things to mr bloom with photoshop
Can I join purple and butter as testing buddies? And maybe to hold each others hands through the awful 2ww?

Absolutely Mary - the more the merrier - it might make it slightly less hellish! Sorry your AF turned up - she's a witch...

Mary so sorry to hear af arrived. Let your hair down at the hen do. You can get back on the ttc bus again v soon x

Sorry Mary. Going increasingy nuts today. Feels completey like AF cramps yet nothing and the bleeding has dried up.

Oh Cheistelle. You must be going bonkers. Have you done a test?

I am consoling myself with chocolate. Purchased along with 4 pregnancy tests for the next month of madness

Yes I am officially bonkers, check out my post on the June #2 thread. Bfn this morning.
I just want a big glass of wine FGS.

Oh, it's so torturous. Especially when if you (like me) spent the whole of my teens and twenties convinced I'd get up the duff just from looking at a boys willy
Hope you know for sure tomorrow (keeping fingers crossed for you)

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I meant hoping for BFP for you tomorrow? Sorry have I offended? Really didnt mean to?

Hi all, sorry to hear about the af's andthe BFN- hopefully youwill testagain in a few days? I am in the 2ww stage at the mo and got the whole symptom spotting thing going on
Anyone else in this stage?
xx

Hi HKDMN
I will keep my fingers crossed you buck the trend .
I think a nice long nap this afternoon is very important for anyone in the 2ww zone. And anyone with AF visiting.
X

Hello mary! I'll look out for your name as a testing buddy!

mary sorry Misunderstanding I was not offended by your comment at all! Anyway all fell apart when AF arrived on sat evening, currently having the most painful period ever.
Fx for both our cycles next time. X

How is everyone doing? i stupidly done my usual and tested today you know 5 days early and got a BFN but also have AF pains so think am just tired as holiday coming up saturday and winding down to it xx

AF has been busy, hasn't she? to hear she came to see you too Christelle, was really hoping for you.

HKDMN - go on, tell us your symptoms.... maybe, just maybe it's going to be your lucky month.

Keeping fingers crossed for us all this month. Tell all DP/H to gird their loins!!!!

HKDMN - a BFN 5 days early doesn't mean that you aren't PG, it could just be that the hormone level hasn't built up enough yet? It's just that crazy not knowing 2ww that's just sooooo frustrating, I know I spend half my time convinced I an PG and the other half convinced I'm definetely not. But I feel happier when I think I might be PG, and I don't think I feel any sadder when AF arrives than I would if I was pessimistic IYSWIM? What do you find best for coping? X

evening all, just tired really and occasional stabbing pain- kinda hoped that may be embedding- still no pos test this pm :-( they are sens tests too 10ml- cheapies from internet 50 for £5 approx hence can avoid to pee on them every 2 secs xxx