It usually gets to this time of year when the nights star drawing in that I get excited 
I usually love the dark nights, crisp mornings, and all the build up to the festivities.
HOWEVER....
This year I'm just not feeling it and I don't know why. I had a baby in April and will be going back to work in October. I thought I'd be excited with having a little one with us (me, DH and DSD) this year but honestly I'm dreading it.
Why?! Please fix me