Xena, mine told me the same thing, as you say what is the pint of striving for it.
I have a real bug bear about the grading anyway, I have been in Childcare for 30 years, I have a Early Years Foundation Degree, I have done every course known to man, Paperwork is pretty good, am acreddited, so follow the National Curriculum for over 3's (along with all the ppaerwork that goes with that)
I am the group Rep for my area, help New girls coming through, make sure I take the mindees to all available outings, we do loads at home, and have great reports from my Network Supervisor and the Education Board (both who come in regularly).
But when it comes to Ofsted somebody who has been CMing 6 months, (who will often phone me, for ideas or advice) can get the same grade as me (same Inspector who dosnt give out Outstandings, but how can you grade two people so differnt the same!
Ok will stop Ranting now.