DD goes full time to her wonderful childminder but i have been offered the chance to go part time at work as a job share. Financially we can just about afford it but will not need a full time childcare place anymore. i feel horrible to tell cm that her income from us will be halved. We had an informal review a few weeks ago and discussed hours as she had been asked to take on another child but i didn't know i would be reducing my hours then so she had to turn them down. Now she will have to advertise etc- Help i feel like a horrible person!