Sounds ridiculous but. . .

[Mousesmummy]

I am currently expecting DC4 in 6 weeks and am TOTALLY dreading having to give birth again which I know sounds ridiculous.
I have had one very frightening v.premature birth, one horrendous prolonged and induced labour which ended with a spinal and forceps and a further awful drug free birth to an almost 10lb baby.
I know people might say 'well don't have any more!' but I LOVE them so much, it's just the getting them out it I hate!!!
It's starting to really play on my mind now. . . any advice please ladies ould be greatfully received!

You are due an easy one. Not helpful, I know but I reckon this is your 's/he just slid out' birth'.

buy "spiritual midwifery" by ina may gaskin. loads of lovely birth stories to make you excited about giving birth.

bump - c'mon girls - someone come along with a positive story!

Thank you for replyng ladies, know I sound daft as it is number four but each time seems to get worse! Felt like the last one was the scene from Braveheart at the end where he is on the rack
Like I said, starting to keep me awake at night