Basically I had a vaginal delivery, then two c-sections, and then a vbac. Yet the hospital I am booked into are trying to push me into another c-section. I am due in 6 weeks.
I asked for explanation why, and apparently I should never have been 'allowed' to have vbac last time, midwife's words.
I am now feeling bullied. Even though I tried hard to vbac last time, and I succeeded, there was atleast a supportive senior midwife, who was lovely. This time I feel kind of alone. I feel bullied. There is no good reason for a c-s, and I don't trust any of the midwives, they seem like a load of interfering ninnies, with no training.....
I am determined to vbac again, and know to go to hosp at the last minute, insist on no monitoring, last time, I just removed the monitor and went for a walk.
Hmm, maybe I should do that again..