Due to my have my second elective section next week and the last one I had was 9 years ago & I had a bad experience post surgery.
The birth and hospital stay was fine baby girl was fine but I had my wound open up 3 days postpartum and had to have a hole in my stomach packed for 4 months.
I feel so anxious around giving birth, meeting my new baby and the after math I know all women have fears but I know I need to calm down but right now I'm feeling terrified 😣