Partner Left 3 days after birth

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And I'm really struggling on my own

Keep going, op! As you said baking the right choice is empowering. Look at yourself in the mirror and be proud. You can feel proud and hurt at the same time, it's very sad and lonely like you say but gosh you are doing the right thing xxx

I’m the same OP.
I’m on month 2 and it gets easier. The first few weeks were tough, the night feeds alone were exhausting but now little one sleeps through the night, most nights. We now have our little routine. I allow myself to cry for a moment everyday though as it’s still heart breaking my little one hasn’t got a family. I made sure I have a shower, wash my hair and brush my teeth everyday to feel sane x

FTM if you need to please message me. I'm getting into a routine now and although I'm awfully lonely I'm on and very close to LO