I would like a VBAC. It is very very early pregnancy and I want to if possible not spend the rest of it terrified as I think in the UK you aren't offered a CS anymore because you had one previously and expected to try for a VBAC
and previous section after nearly 24hours of labour plus 2 hours of pushing when eventually the midwife conceded that he was stuck on my hip bone after all...
I'm kinda still glad that I had the labour with him though, even if he didn't come out that way in the end...
But, I'm terrified of the small risk of a rupture, and wondering how they monitor you? Is it usually ok (in the end) for you and baby even if traumatising at the time? I'm most worried about long term effects on baby... I think I'd eventually recover mentally myself.