My ds ( 17 ) is suffering from depression. Hasn't been long - about 3 months and he has good days. But when the red mist and dark fog descend I find it very hard to cope with him and remember he doesn't really mean everything he says. It breaks my heart to see him so unhappy and angry. Just poured myself a glass of wine - way too early, I know. I need some words of encouragement to keep me going!