Hi,
I went out last night for the first time and did something so so so stupid I feel like the worlds worst mum. After a couple of drinks I took 2 lines of cocaine. The last time I took is was 1am. I have a 11 week old who I breastfeed. Anyways I have not breastfed him today or when I got home, he has had formula. I feel terrible. When will I be able to breastfeed again? I'm currently expressing and throwing it away. X