So this morning I woke with a lumpy breast and developed a fever, shaking, difficulty breathing and threw up quite a lot but after that felt alot better. Boob was a bit pink when I saw the doc but she couldnt find a lump anymore so figured it had come to the surface and was shifting but I think now it was just hiding! Breast is much redder and a major lump just behind my nipple so I have been pumping and it looks really weird. The lump is right behind my nibble and golfball sized and as I have been pumping my nipple has doubled or more in size. Its like it all wants to come out in a lump (obv. ridiculous but thats how it looks.) I dont know if I should carry on or not. Is this normal? Is there a point in mastitis when you shouldn't pump? Could this be an abscess? Or am I just not pumping right? I am freaking out a bit so would love advice. Might be a little bit hysterical. Need a cuppa.