OOO I was all up for, ahem, 'trailing' my nursing bras before I needed them for actual nursing. Then I had a baby, which took ages, the duration of which I was too knackered etc. for sex, and now he's a toddler, and still bfing, I can't actually remember what I was thinking. So, in a way it's not just you OP, though you are on your own now.