hgleslie Sophia I am always worrying about foetal movement (except when the baby is moving strongly) and I worried about miscarrying until I started worrying about movement!
So, I do spend most of my time worrying about there not being a live baby at the end of the pregnancy.
Occasionally it occurs to me that there will actually most likely be a baby and then - f*- an actual child. FOREVER. Then I freak out a bit.
Sometimes I am so excited about the baby I could burst and I feel like I can't wait to welcome it and meet it and bring it up.
Also, sometimes, pretty occasionally, honestly, I feel....flat? Like, "Oh ok, I'm going to have a baby, hmmmm".
All my emotions come and go, and as someone said upthread, I just kind of try and get through them as they come and recognise that tomorrow is a new day. Definitely looking at my feet rather than the horizon a lot of the time.
Anyway
for any and all who are feeling under par, physically or emotionally.