I nearly bought my nan a birthday card for tomorrow

[MilkNoSugarPlease]

Despite the fact she died nearly 2 years ago

I really miss her and I really need her back

I hate that she's gone and I can't do anything about it

I cant stop crying, I havent cried for her in so long

I cant do this

Milk, I can totally relate, I lost mine about five years ago, and I still pick up the phone to tell her about my day! She was my best friend.
You sound like you have crap going on, do you need to unload? I'm a good listener..