And sending you love and supporty vibes. I'm sure you're not up to talking at the moment. You've got a lot of thoughts and feelings to digest, but I imagine that you may look in at some point and I just want you to know that we're here for you. I found myself on msnet at bizarre times of the night/early morning after Bo died and though I didn't necessarily post I found it comforting and often amusing to see what the hoolie night girls/boys (and our different time-zone crew) were up to. Although my RL friends are there for me, I couldn't think of 'phoning them at 2am knowing that they have kids to deal with in the morning and the only reason I wake Mr Bubble is to stop him snoring. He'll hate me for saying this, but he has some weird sleep chemical disorder whereby he's asleep but the natural paralysing agents don't fully kick in. I came home late one night and he'd jumped out of bed, still asleep and was crouched behind the door in a full-on FBI pose, ready to take on an intruder.