Should be having booking in scan today [sad]

[pepperpots]

Today is the day i should have had my 12 weeks scan For those who don't know 4.5 weeks ago i had a ruptured ectopic and lost my tube I thought i was starting to cope this a little too well and this morning its hit me like a f* ing truck

I'm so sorry that today has brought back the memories. I know what it feels like and it's so sad.

oh pepperpots it's hard isn't it but you will get through it and come out the other end x

I don't know what to do with myself. I just want to curl up in a little ball and sob but i can't as i'm home with 2ds as they are both poorly

I'm just so relieved you're still posting pepperpots, been worried about you. How old are the ds? What's up with them?
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Ds's are 5 ad 3. They are both full up with colds and chest infections
One good thing has happened to day, postie arrived with a letter from my local Gynae unit offering me an appointment on the 18th Dec. My lovely GP had already advised them that I have recently had an ectopic (i thought if they knew i had been pg they would not be able to do anything for me) I called them and they said - in the nicest possible way - your going to need that little bit of extra help now aren't you? And that they would be happy to see me

pepperpots

pepperpots - you and your family are in my prayers - take care of yourself, be gentle with yourself.

take carex

Thank the Lord for a lovely GP. And happy about the Gynae appointment. Do let us know how it goes. How are you otherwise?
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Have been thinking of you and praying for you. Am impressed with your gynae unit, so glad they are being supportive

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