anyone who knows me know i recently had a termination due to fetal abnormalities. my baby ruby had patau's syndrome.
i took this really hard, we'd been trying for a baby for such a long time.
now handed my notice in at work cause they just don't seem sympathetic when i'm crying all the time(4months on) so now finish work next week and since handing in my notice feel like a big weight has been lifted of my shoulders and havn't cried for 3 weeks.
my friend from work just txted me to sday that she is 6 weeks preg and wanted to tell me before i find out from somone else and sorry if it's upset me.
i am really happy for her and not upset in the slightest.
the only thing that is niggling me is she really must not know me that well to think that it has upset me.
sorry for this post me mubling on but just wanted to say something.