Starting the new year after death of a loved one.

[ellix]

I didn't realise how painful it would be.

My Nan died last year and starting the new year without her has been so horrible.

It may sound strange but I feel like she has really now been left in the past.

Whilst most were celebrating the new year I was led in bed crying. It's like I've lost her all over again.

I'm so sorry if anyone else feels this way too

@ellix so sorry for the loss of your Nan

My dad died suddenly on Monday and starting a new year without him is so painful .

I feel you pain and send hugs x

So sorry for your lossI do know how this feels - I lost my dad in September and feel exactly the same. Starting a year that he won't be a part of is just awful and sad. Everyone tells me it gets easier somehow...eventually x