my dad died yesterday, don't know how to handle it

[natalia2000]

i'm 17 and my dad died of a drug overdose.
i am broken. it's 7am and i've woke up crying thinking about my dear dad, i just love him so much how long will i have to suffer with this i hate my life. haven't had an appetite since yesterday morning and haven't stopped crying. i'm so worried for my own health as a result of this.

Breathe.....
This is going to be the start of a long road so take one tiny step at a time
Sorry for your loss

I lost my Dad in my 20s, youngest brother was 16. When it first happened I was the same as, I couldnd eat, sleep, go out, stop crying...do u have anyone to talk to? If not try your GP. I say let your emotions out, and just go with your grief but I promise you this, with time you will feel better, and things will get better for you, please believe that, ur so young, he is watching over you now. Xxx sending u love and hugs. Xx