My dad died 3 week ago.
After short terminal illness, wasverydown to earth andmatter of fact about it.
Wewere with him during illness and wgen he passed away at home.
Been on a bit of an adrenaline surge since ge died and since fuberal, sounds wierd but only wayto describe it, been able to keep busy, and always always always focus on how he handled his illness, he had his painnin control, died peacefully at hime and a really comforting fuberal.
But I miss him. I miss him so much. Been away with dc and friend at half term and it was were he went for a hobby. I thouggt I was ok but I feel bereft. Lots of things about him /what he enjoyed were there and part of me didn't bat an eyelud and I feek bad and now I miss him sonmuch it's not fair