When the death isn't peaceful? (may be upsetting)

[tilliebob]

I don't want to trigger any horrible memories off but what about when the death of a loved one isn't peaceful, and they don't just slip away? When you can't get things out your head?

Does it ever wear off, the feelings of horror and helplessness? Does time really make it go away?

Struggling tonight.

I have been feeling the same op. Fine if I'm busy, but soon as I start to relax or have a quiet moment the images invade my brain again. I just want to remember other things about my mum, not her lying on the bathroom floor. It's only been 5 months, hoping time will bring out better memories from the past...
To everyone in the same position be easy on yourself!