Remembering a beautiful lady 15 years on :-(

[sadmumtoday]

Can't believe it's been 15 yrs. I think of you often, and your family.
So sorry the only time I met you, was as you lay dying. Wish I could have done more to help save you. The things that happened that day should never have happened, and will stay with me forever,they have shaped me into the person I am today.
Look forwards to the day I can say sorry to you,and give you a hug.
RIP

xx

Thank you.
I often wonder if she has survived, would we have got to know each other. I lived to the same area for 10 yrs after. I saw her sister place flowers each year to remember, not that anyone could forget.
I never spoke to her sister, not sure why, think she always looked like she wanted to be by herself.
Slowly we all moved on with our lives. But never forgetting,never will and always feeling guilty.
Her sister had a DC afew years ago.
Then I decided I needed to move house to try and get on with my life. It's helped a little bit. But memories of that day are never far away.