Just that. I love her so so much. She is a super hero in a twin set. She had six children of her own, then took on me and my brother when our parents couldn't cope. At a time in her life when everything should have been easier and simpler, she took on a nine and eight year old. And now we have had the news that her cancer has come back after eighteen months.she lost my amazing grandad five years ago and I thought that would bethe end of her world. But no, she came through and was a strong confident woman. Her first diagnosis was a massive shock, but she fought and won. I am so hoping for her to have a second fight in her. If anyone else is having a relative fighting, then I just wanted to let you know I am here holding your metaphoric hand. It's shit. Also I am sorry if this upsets anyone xxx I just need to talk x