Its Jesse's anniversary today

[JellyNump]

1 year ago today my ds died aged 9 weeks and 2 days

Don't feel silly or bad, JellyNump.

When my ds1 died I kept the huge, stupid, double buggy around for ages as I couldn't bear to get rid of it but couldn't bear to look at it either. In the end I gave it to my dd's nursery.

Can you keep the travel system but put it somewhere out of the way for the time being and still get an umbrella-fold? Maybe in a little while you will feel ok about getting rid of it, but I don't think you shuld make yourself if it doesn't feel right.

I'm so sorry that Jesse died. Thinking of you. x