Had stillbirth at end of november - at 25 weeks. Got pregnant again 2 months later and went for 16 week scan this morning to be told this baby has died too. Am in shock but devestated - seems so unfair to happen twice in a row.
That's it really - just wanted to tell someone. I have to give birth on Wednesday.
I have felt like such a lucky person all my life and at the moment am feeling bloody unlucky and don't quite know what to make of it.
whereas in november I always knew i'd have another baby, this time I just don't know if I could go through pregnancy again. Am feeling pretty grim about the whole thing to be honest.